I May Have Lost Myself.

Cutting is not attention seeking. It's not manipulative. It’s a coping mechanism- a punitive, unpleasent, potentially dangerous one- but it works. It helps me cope with strong emotions that I don’t know how to deal with. Don’t tell me im sick, don’t tell me to stop. Don’t try to make me feel guilty, that’s how I feel already. Listen to me, support me, help me.
I'm Madison. I'm 16 years old and have been cutting for 6 years.
I cut to focus when my brain is racing. I cut to make physical what I feel inside. I cut to see blood because i like it. I dont like to cut but i cant give it up.
I have bipolar, personality disorder and add. My parents put me on medicine because they want to help me but really it just makes me feel anything but normal. I love helping people because it helps me think that there is a reason I was put on this world. If you ever need any advice then just ask because I would love to help.<3

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